"There's very logical reasons to be members of the church, and very logical reasons to believe in a higher power --something beyond

"I had an experience laying in my bed where I asked God to help me to know His will for me. I then had

"I kept running into all of these things that for my whole life I had read and experienced something so powerfully. I felt so

"A lot of people hear my story and they're like, wow, you used heroin? Like what programs did you go through? And

"As I was going through these years of inactivity and darkness, I was making this list in my phone in my notes app of